Friday, October 21, 2011

A Partial Diagnosis for Caleb


I've been wanting/procrastinating on writing this post. I want to keep everyone in the loop but am struggling with how to put it all in words.

Caleb had his MRI a little over 3 weeks ago. I got a call from the neurologist the next week with the results. He said there were little parts of Caleb's brain that had died and this information coupled with some of the blood work confirmed that he has a Mitochondrial Disease. (Mito for short) The Dr had already contacted a specialist at Children's Medical Center and had an appointment set up for the next week if we could make it.

So this past Friday we went to see Dr. Pascual. The following is an email I sent out to some people later that night.

Well we had Caleb's appointment this morning. The Dr was amazing, one of the leading physicians in the country if not the world for Mitochodrial Disorders. He had done his homework and knew all about Caleb and his history without us telling him anything.


He diagnosed him with Leigh's Syndrome. (feel free to google it if you would like more info. The UMDF website is a good place to start) The Syndrome explains Caleb's issues over the last months, the eyes, feet, vomiting, weak muscle tone, low energy, not walking. The Mito is the cause of the syndrome. (different Mito diseases manifest in different ways) There are at least 20 Mito disorders that cause Leigh's, so the next step is Caleb will have a muscle biopsy in a few weeks and they will try and find the specific genetic mutation.


The disease is inherited so the Dr basically told us not to have any more kids and to take measures to be sure. (Allison is out of the water, she would have symptoms by now. Jordyn could have it, but we have to wait until she has symptoms to test her. We are not concerned at this point) anyway, I don't know that I was ready to be done having kids. (Jason was done but I figured if I give him a year or two he might change his mind) So while the thought had crossed my mind the finality of the Drs statement was hard to hear.


We really have to wait for the muscle biopsy results to know anything more. As a whole Mito diseases are not curable. It is considered a Rare Disease and there are still many unknowns. The method of "treatment" is HEAVY vitamins. He gave us 4 prescriptions for vitamins today (vitamin C, B-1, coQ10, and L-carnitine) but we can't start them until after the muscle biopsy. There is a chance they won't be able to find the specific mutation, IF they do, then they can tailor the vitamins more. Everything is a little overwhelming still.


He said it does shorten his life and at this point can't predict how it will continue to affect Caleb. (get better, stay the same, or get worse) Caleb had a really hard day today, didn't eat much, threw up, really low energy, so that made it really hard too. We are trying to work through the emotions still.


We trust God and believe He is big enough to heal our precious boy. And yet seeing him like he is hurts us. Anyway, prayers are welcomed.

Since Friday we have gone through lots of emotions and tried to begin to process what this means. Thankfully Caleb has had a MUCH better week and that has made it easier. To tell you the truth my days are too busy to think too much about it. Trying to figure out how to carry Caleb and Jordyn down the stairs at the same time keeps my hands full. (literally!) Jordyn has been a wonderful baby and sleeps most of the day and I'm so grateful!

We have been so blessed with friends and family who are praying and comforting us. I hope to be able to post a little more frequently, If not about updates then just a place to process through some things. Comments are always welcome and please feel free to add Caleb to any prayer lists or groups you have.



7 comments:

David Butterbaugh said...

As Caleb's Grandpa, I can't tell you how this hits my heart. As a family, we anointed with oil and prayed for Caleb last Sunday evening. Several times this week, I have thought: If there was just a way to buy a ticket and check out of here in exchange for my Grandson to ride a bike and hit a baseball and run a race and someday drive a car and a Harley-Davidson, plus lots of other things in life, I'd give my life in exchange for his in a heartbeat. Unfortunately, that is not possible. Fortunately, I know the ONE who already died and paid the price for Caleb's redemption and healing! I pray it to be manifest in his precious life. My emotions are moved in ways I cannot describe, but my tears reveal a little.....I love, love, love my family!
David Butterbaugh

Casey Kolb said...

HI, my name is casey and I am Chris Kolb's wife. I am so sorry to hear this and I will be praying for your family. I can't imagine how you feel and my heart goes out to you.

I can sympathize with the being told not to have anymore kids. I have a chronic illness that I can pass to a baby and we have been told we shouldn't have another although we want one at some point. It is so hard to hear. I am very sorry.

If there is anything we can please let us know. I am praying for you

Christina said...

I am so sorry that your precious baby boy and your family are going through this trial right now. I cannot say anything different from anyone who has already commented above. Prayers all around to your son, you, and your family.

Christina Branham

Anida Duarte said...

We love you guys ... even though you may not see us! We continue to pray and don't understand these trials, but know our God is faithful. Let us know if we can do anything for you ... even start a race and run like mad! I'm sure your father is up for it. :)
Bless your family tonight.

joannalee said...

I can't imagine how difficult this must be for you and your family. I'm praying that God gives yall strength, grace, rest, wisdom and peace, and that He would be glorified through the testimony that is sure to come!

lefty said...

My family and I are praying for you all. May God's grace, love, wisdom and peace carry you through. I speak healing to Caleb in Jesus' name.

Janie said...

Jessica you have all been in my thoughts and prayers since I read your blog. I know that you and your family are strong in the love of our Father, all may not be revealed to us in the time we would like....patience. I will continue to pray for you all and for Caleb's healing in the name of the one who can heal and deliver miracles. God bless your family. Janie

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